Mixture of everything, literally.

BLOG IS DEAD, I KNOW.

Keyboard = dead.

Blog = dead

Keyboard (catalyst) = blog

BOTH DEAD.

So I hope you got a picture of it. Using my cousin's laptop, so this is blogging made easier. Have to go soon though- it's 12.49am here, holy.

I still feel a bit upset for not meeting up with Sean, Julian and Jay in person to say goodbye. I really wanted to go, but my parents don't allow me if I ever step foot into another country (Singapore is considered overseas also, OKAY.) so the plan where everyone promised to go to the airport for our farewell just sorta falls apart.

idk.

I hope the three of them are doing fine in Perth (Julian, Jay) and Sydney (Sean) and I certainly hope they'll do fine. They're all amazing people with vibrant personalities so no worries about them not surviving. Julian better don't call me from Curtin and yell Curtin in my ear but whatever, that's so Julian. lol

ANYWAY;

In case no one knows, I have a LJ account, for writing/reading purposes, mainly SHINee fanfictions.

(I am a Cassiopeia, I know, but I have a hard time writing personalities from the Dong Bang boys men. HOLY. *__* And I think SHINee's age range is closer to mine, so it's probably easier to write about them than to write about TVXQ who are five years my seniors. D: I am not as mature as they are, I know. And if I write and read fics about them, their image will totally shatter right in front of my eyes and no I won't take the risk. And plz don't kill me!)

I wrote another random short story/one shot, for my collegemates since we're all walking one step further in our education: university. I know most of them (who had the time) read it already but I really wonder what lies in front of us. We're blind and we're not God. Obstacles are normal, so hang on, you have friends. That's why God created people instead of a person. Even Adam needs Eve, see?

(AND SPEAKING OF UNIVERSITY, dad gave me the thumb-ups signals, puahaha. I am heading to Help University in KL this coming May, if I ever got my uni application that is. wooooo.)

In total, I published two stories.

-awkward laughs- I fail in life.

AND AND AND the SHINee fic, if you're homophobic or whatever, plz don't read it (although its only PG, honestly- the furthest is only a kiss, srsly. =/). It's Shounen-Ai. Holy, do you have any idea how hard I thought of while writing that? Personally, I don't mind gay relationship, I can read gay, I can write gay, but I can't see gay. I momentarily had a shock watching Brokeback Mountain and Christina Aguilera's Beautiful MV. I am sorry if I offend anyone? ):

(but maybe that's just Julian and Sanjay skipping to all- only- the explicit, ok lah, not so, ok, idk, I covered my eyes- sex scenes- AND IF YOU'RE MY RELATIVE READING THIS, WE HONESTLY HAD AN ADULT SUPERVISION, which leads me to... poor Atikah, lol. I hope your dad and mum didn't mind the monkey noises we made. But watching a local-made movie, Sepet, by our late Yasmin Ahmad was the best.)

Writers' block = my current mood.

I ran out of ideas. PSH.

So if you wanna read the two fics (which I think are CRAP), you are welcome to do so, by clicking "My Livejournal" at the list of links I posted. The very top.

Or easier,

CLICK HERE

AND CNY IS COMING SO PUAHAHAHAHAHA ANGPAUS, HOLY. *____*

(no, i must save up. That's my NY's resolutions. Holy.)

To anyone celebrating Lunar New Year, then enjoy your reunion dinner with your family/relatives! :D

OKAY SO GOOGLE CHROME IS BEING A BITCH AGAIN D:

(AND I JUST REALIZED I'VE BEEN SWEARING A LOT NOWADAYS. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. At least I limit myself- I mean, I still don't see the point of yelling out fuck when you're pissed or for fun. Fun. =/)

AMERICAN IDOLLL. :D this Jermaine guy did really well. omg. he was in this group of three with the blonde lady and this guy called Casey and they were so outstanding and holy, srsly. I'm honestly rooting for them. And the GUY WHOSE WIFE JUST GAVE BIRTH TO A BABY GIRL- MIKE? BIG MIKE OMGGGGG, AND ANDREW GRACIA HIS GUITAR AND HIS ORIGINALITY AND STYLE OMGASDJFKHKSDFAS THIS IS SO. IDEK. HOLY.

AND THIS TIM GUY OMG HE'S SO CUTE BUT IDEK KNOW HIS LAST NAME. STARTS WITH A U? IDK! Urban? idk omggg, but rly, he's relishing his talents at last! He did super well for the group round though he was shaky for the previous rounds he was in.

And there was this high schooler, she was really awesome, but I can't remember her name. ;___; AND THERE'S THIS GEEKY GIRL, I THINK ONE YEAR YOUNGER THAN I AM, SHE'S SO ECCENTRIC BUT ADORBS AND A GOOD SINGER. HOLYYY. But I don't rly like the attitude of this Mary Powers lady. idk, she seems a bit too diva for my liking- not diva, but WORSE.

And John Park seems to be the only Korean/Asian there O__O

Dad: OKAYLAH I AM ROOTING FOR THIS CHINESE.

Me: Daddy, he's a Korean.

Dad: How you know?

Me: Dad, his last name's Park. His name's John.

Dad: Is it?

Me: Yeah.

Dad: THEN I'M ROOTING FOR THIS KOREAN.

Me: -facepalm- We didn't even get to see and listen to him sing lah, daddy.

(WHICH WAS TRUE. We only caught a glimpse of him and my dad and I saw him jumping and yelling out from the hall stage happily with his groupmates so obviously we know he's in the next round, right? But apart from that, we didn't even LISTEN to him SING. ohmygad, dad =_=)

That is all I want to spaz about AI. lol.

Enouggghhh. I'm leaving my aunt/cousin/relative's house. ):

My house computer's very own keyboard is still dead, btw. And the laptop is away. (WAIT BOTH IS ON REPAIR.) And what exactly is my laptop's problem? Stupid modem can't be connected to the laptop so I can't go online that way. And house = no wireless, so I have to secretly use my neighbour's wireless in WHICH they found out SO. Yes. I have to fix it. And I don't have the damn key thing to open my Microsoft programmes (Words, Powerpoint, etc.) and I better solve that before going off to KL for my degree.

And regarding the keyboard, I find it hard if I use the onscreen keyboard to click everything, so therefore, from blogs to forums and msn, I am not really that active lately (because I require a keyboard to type fast and especially when it comes to blogging, my blog posts are usually really long so yeah. Sorry if I suddenly disappear. =/), so I mostly lurk around to find out what's going on.

As for Twitter and Facebook, I have no need to reply immediately, so usually when it comes to dealing with both tweeting and FB-ing, I'll take my own sweet time.

So... after CNY? :D:D:D

THEN I'LL BE BACK FULL FORCE FOR MY TVXQ (and k-pop) SPAZZING AND CHATTING AND FANFICTION. You have no idea how much I miss my five boys MEN. D: then I can properly slam and incoherently type some insensible sentences aka. SPAZZING. LOL.

Ahhh. :)

As for now, I'll be patient. Just you waittt~ -jumps around-

(OMG ITS 2.04AM NOW. OMG SHIT.)